Lady Blackheart's Realm

      It's been one of those times when I am not feeling it at all. When I say it I mean the desire and passion to write. Write something...ANYTHING. At this point, anything I manage just feels forced.  It's like pulling words from my body like foreign objects, being bewildered at how they came to be there. I have been in this place before. This blocked gutter of pitch, with no guide or piercing light...but never for this extended period of time.       Normally even though my novels and stories sit collecting dust I can still exhale poetry easier than air . It comes to me in constant whispers. Perhaps it's the weather. Perhaps one only gets so much time to create and then it's taken from them. Whatever the case I hope it's not the latter because it's not whether or not I become published that I care about...it's the ability to still do it for the passion and love of it.  Be well all. Lady Blackheart 

   I know I promised an updated finished montage of photos when I finished my weighted blanket. Unfortunately, my sewing machine had other ideas ( that is a rendition of me after much swearing at it''s refusing to work. I looked just like Rhiana that day.Ok, Only in my effing dreams but attitude...all there baby.)  and since I am not a great or enthused about sewing anything by hand that large...it sits. It sits at least until I can get my inherited cursed machine to the shop. So I implore you to come back and see what other shenanigans I can begin only to add them to the pile of...someday I'll finish this. 

   It was drawn to my attention today that someone is ME on tik tok. Ok, let me rephrase that. They are using Lady Blackheart. This distraught human who brought this to my attention thought they were following me only to find out with one click that it wasn't. I don't have a tik tok account. I did make one after getting this message just so I could see this person.     Ok, so I looked and sure enough there it was in digital permanence. Now I am pretty mature and easy going. However, dammit, I have been Lady Blackheart since before all things digital. It's a long and personal story that comes from my other half. Lady Blackheart then evolved over time to also sometimes include or be seen/heard with Fierce, witch, and a couple other names. These are part of my identity. So while grown-up mature me was saying it's not a big deal...IT IS!       I mean it is my name my bitchy ass, Halloween loving, witchy persona so by farquad figure out your own shi...